Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Perhaps we have keyed too fast.
Anyway, recently I registered myself as an user of Facebook.
HA, I don't facebook but nly do so coe Rena want to show me her pictures.
And now I'm finding friends on Facebook. Haha.
It's like collecting stamps - just want to get everyone you know in your profile and you don't miss out anyone. HAHA.
But it's too complicated. What wall and stuffs. So do I say something like 'I tagged on your wall' or what? HAHA
Monday, July 21, 2008
Suddenly I feel so tired. So how do I describe the current me. Seriously I have no idea. Few days back, Cor was teling me how sick she is feeling towards her school life. Having no close friends has turned her school life into nightmares. So she asked me how do I cope? Ok not like I do not have friends in SMU and stuffs but seriously the quantity of friends doesn't matter. It's the quality. (Wei Jing told me this and I couldn't agree more)So I told her things like some friends can only help you to certain extents and you have to know that so that you would have less expectation in them. In this way the disappointment you will eventually face will be so much lower. For me I think I was able to do it so well perhaps because I have my Baby. Perhaps I have shifted most of my expectations to me or because I have given up trying. (Thanks to those 'unappreciative' ones)But they weren't actually bad friends you know, just that they give less and they make your efforts seem redundant. I am trying to adapt my life to a satisfactory point. I don't know but I just wish there is less superficiality, less taking and more giving and haha more love from my Baby!This sounds so super out of point. But I just want to show my life isn't that bad now but of course there is room for improvement. Oh and less disappointment please. Saturday, May 10, 2008
Yay, baby is coming back in 2 more days and seriously I can't wait. I have been feeling so excited since yesterday. 3 weeks seem long when I have to spend my weekends at home but it's actually nothing when I can actually go out with my friends. Seriously ah, I think I should learn how to be easily contented and stop whining about some minor stuffs. Life would be better in this way, wouldn't it? 3rd week of my break is almost over. Time really passes very fast. Soon 3 months will be over. Anyway, I have so much stuffs that I want to fulfil and I hope I can! Tuesday, May 06, 2008
One typical example is when people ask for the reasons why I took up part-time job. Obviously it is to earn extra income. And they would start on their preach like why don't you just enjoy your school life because after a few years, you will spend the rest of your life working like slave. And they will go on and on. Of course I would love that but considering the fact that your family is not super duper rich, would you rather take up the job or enjoy? I would rather work harder now and enjoy my life in the future so I just wish no one would ever teach me what to do AGAIN! Of course there are more examples but I really can't list them all. So just stop pretending you understand everything. Really. Some things you just can't understand fully unless you yourself are in the situation. Another thing, recently, I really started to find this particular person super irritating and E just has to be everywhere. Luckily for a matter of fact, I happened not to be around when E is. Being insensitive and having no foresight just make me detest E even more.Worst, E tries to act like E knows it all and starts to preach. OMG, stop it, argh. It is so hard to understand one person isn't it? And you might realise the person is not what you think as you know him/her better.I wish I can have some sort of X-rays to let me understand a person first before our friendship develops. Time would be much better. Friday, March 14, 2008
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Before xmas shopping Xmas eve dinner at Buono. Portobello mushroom BIG serving of seafood pasta Curry pasta with BIG scallop See how well I peeled my prawn, compared to baby's. haha. On the way My xmas present a.k.a The Eternality Glittery xmas tree. Pretty! Party at Aloy's house Thursday, December 20, 2007
Before it starts.... Our table... Am I glad to see her Iris And her date US!!!! Thursday, December 13, 2007
Saturday My birthday cake. A mere mention of it and I got it. But I like Blackforest best. The water tank bouquet Baby! Hehe. I really feel awkward holding bouquet of flowers so I find this picture awkward. Totally! Make a wish~ Make a wish~ Blow it out! Can't wait yea He loves me Thanks for coming even though you got ps by 'them' Surprise, surprise. Planner of the night. A big thanks! C.R.E.W Pretty ones. Candid Shots Look at those gums. Irritating See the bully in action and the ever ready one The shy ones. Caught you anyway What is she thinking of? The fair one Her life ain't a joke Couples The small headed ones No one ever knows what exactly is going on in their relationship.HAHA The old-husband-old wife ones THANKS! Sunday Monday Yea, sing. Sing with all our might! Turbo speed laughter, according to Aloy Wonders of mirrors Finally I'm 20.
When ever did I become such a person who look so much into a minor thing that happens around us?
Sensitive, paranoid, disappointed, worried.
Some of the feelings that I have been feeling recently.
Being surrounded by unappreciative people who failed to realise they are so,
being so insignificant and helpless in some noble causes like caring for the environment(haha, suddenly I aspired to be an environmentalist.)and being what I am now.
I don't know. Is it too a little too old to feel lost about the direction of your life and stuffs?
It's damn scary lo.
It sounded like as if the whole sky is going to crack and perhaps the next moment you know it, you will see a building tumbling down. Really.
Our Earth seems to be suffering so much and everytime I think of it, I feel that the problems and troubles that we face are so insignificant. We complain about not having enough money, not having enough life, not having this, not having that. But in reality, we are so much more fortunate than the people in the other parts of the world. I do feel a bit guilty over my superficial complaints but I guess I would have attained enlightment and reached nirvana if I can be easily contented.
And I'm starting to get a little irritated by this fact.
Perhaps that's why I don't want to reveal too much to people whom I feel won't understand at all because it is certainly a waste of effort trying to explain to them which often end up as some sort of debate and it will just make me feel damn pissed can.
Luckily I still have a few of them whom I just feel comfortable to confide in them because they would not ask stupid questions. Even if they do ask questions, they do not make you feel like you are an alien.
Life has been good, except now.
I seriously don't know what I want now.
Wanting to do something yet doesn't want to do it.
It's this kid of dilemma that is making life so hard.
We all know life can be never perfect.
You have money but you may not have intelligence.
You have intelligence but not money.
You may also have both but not a nice and smooth relationship.
Sigh. I'm feeling the worst that I can ever feel.
Life is so...NO COMMENTS!
Actually it's really nothing much.
Food is not as nice as I thought.
Turkey is too tough, mussels are overcooked, chocolate fondue is too sweet (They claimed that the chocolate used is from India, HAHA).
They had games but they didn't seem to be very interesting.
Best couple selected still ok, quite nerdy I must say.
Best dressed female should be named as The Simplest Dressed instead. She just wore a pants with a spag and a pink scarf. How best dressed is that?HAHA.
Oh well, pictures!
HAHA. It means people can finally be less sour about my age. Rena is always saying she can be counted as exactly 1 year older than me.
It was pretty tiring having 3 consecutive days of birthday celebration. Of course it burned a big hole in my pocket.
But I must really thanks my baby and Rena for their effort. I couldn't stop laughing when Wee Wee was telling me the planning process. HAHA. Or maybe her description sounds funny.
I thought finally I could break away from work but apparently it was not the case.
Ming Hui asked me to go for work on Monday but I didn't want to. Come on, who wants to work on their birthday if given a choice.
He said he was rushing a project and so I couldn't help but feel responsible for it so I suggested working on Saturday when I was supposed to meet my baby for my celebration.
So finally after work, I thought I could meet my baby without any cork-up but for goodness sake, he was late for 50mins.
At first I was waiting patiently, thinking it shouldn't be too much of a problem for me to wait for him since he was always the one waiting for me. But my patience is dying on me after 20mins.
And then I saw him approaching with a bouquet of roses. I am never a flower lover, let alone carry that bouquet. It even had a water tank attached to it. Wahaha.
Anyway we went Vivo to walk before we have our dinner. God, it was very crowded lah.
So we just kept walking and even went to the Skypark to buy time. And when I thought it was time for dinner, baby still suggested going to Best to look at the electrical appliances.
Even though I started to suspect something, I still went along it. He would never be late for something but it was already 730 and we were still walking around but not to the restaurant.
And when we finally reached Mussle Guy.. Ta dah, my friends were all there.
That's the surprise he planned. Or should I said it was Rena's idea, according to Wee Wee.HAHA.
Baby had been insisting on going to airport even though we did not have much time together, ALONE due to the celebration on Saturday and so we went.
We went to the viewing mall and bascially there was nothing to look at. No plane is taking off.
Pretty puzzled by the fact that he wasn't anxious about getting back to camp that day.
When it was time for dinner, he suggested going to T2 to have BK but I knew T1 has BK. I didn't argue because I didn't know the exact location and I know we didn't have much time to waste, since baby needs to rush back to camp.
So when we reached T2, he wanted to change. And he told me he lost his cardholder with all the cards inside and wanted to go back to skytrain to look for it.
So we went. God I was damn anxious. Guess who I saw. RENA!
I was wondering what brought her to airport too and her boy was nowhere to be seen.
Ya ya ya. That's the second surprise they planned. Though MeiHui did accidentally inform me that we will be meeting on Sunday, I though it was cancelled when Rena told me Joy was away in Thailand. I didn't know she would be back that day. HAHA.
No more surprise. Just a plain mahjong session at Wee Wee's house and KTV session at night.
Had Kbox buffet. It was pretty normal but our growling stomach just led us thinking that the food was fantastic. IT WASN'T!
And we met this irritating waitress who was trying too hard to start a conversation with us. She even gone to the extent of telling us how to stack the buffet plates, kept telling us what trouble she would face if we stack in this manner and blah blah blah. Irritating. HELLO, how are we going to sing when you kept disturbing us? We are not interested to talk to you. I can still remember how she sounds like now. *Bothered*
